Promise

The more I try, the more I fail
Keep pushing, I, my heart with force
It bleeds in pain, it goes so frail
Have been like lord
Lasheth who his slave -
To the point he cries, to the point he faints.
Its still no good, there's still a wave
The more I try, the more I fail
I keep the promise, its hard to keep
Inhuman too, is it not insane?
How will I swim? Will I survive?
No pulse i hear, no wind to sail
Ask I myself, is it a crime?
A cime that cruel? A crime that grave?
Which needs a promise - so hard to keep?
Still I try - I know I'll fail
To keep the promise, so hard to keep.
What is it, that haunts you dear?
No angel I am and no monster
Am just someone whose wisheth to fall
Fall they may call, but Rise as I see
To Rise in your love, to Rise with thee
And break this promise - so hard to keep
To get back a life, to find a new world
To take back my right -
Right to live and to die
A right to smile
And a right to weep
And break this promise - so hard to keep
But what of I'm sure is but one tiny thing
That I love you more, than all that I need
Will dig up my heart and and get rid of it
Will not think of you and take up the pain
But wont be a fool - one who wants to rise
And more I will try and try not to fail
And keep up the promise - so hard to keep
And more I will try and try not to fail.
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