Mixed Feelings

This is a time which like many previous occassions has brought me mixed feelings. Uncertainty is in the air regarding many issues. Apprehensions, expectations and disorientation is rampant. And many causes have added to the circumstances. On office front there is this appraisal time. War of thoughts and intentions is being covertly played. I could have side stepped itsaying that how does it matter? But in reality it matters because many things depend on it, many decisions atleast. A new chapter will be adding on to my life soon and the initial phase has its own petty challenges. Not that I am not keen to take on them or not geared but the fact is that I am overwhelmed with the expected changes. Some thing extremely new and interesting has come my way. But this month has started off on a depressing note... lets hope for the best!