Did I do something wrong?

I think Ivan's story didnt go quite well with Mausi. It was expected but not experienced earlier so its making me uncomfortable. Yes, ignoring, stepping back and cutting off ties is a valid reaction, maybe necessary for her. But if I come back on my own side, did I do something wrong? Did I hide my intentions? Did I lose my honour at any point? Did I become disrespectful? No. I dont think so. As soon as the emotion came to mind and as soon as I found the reason, I expressed myself. And I waited only to let her finish her project before being bogged down (by an awkward story). But I spoke my mind honestly. Then instead of a simple response, positive or negative, why such a typical reaction? I dont know but maybe this is how it happens with everybody. Fair enough! I am prepared for it and I am sure that I wont lose a dear friend for an outburst of emotion and its reaction. I know when she will realize that I meant no harm, she'll understand and start the communication. I am always there as a friend, as usual. I might have recovered too by then. But who knows?

Anxiety

There's so much of anxiety in the air... am feeling so restless! God! What will happen? What does destiny hold for me? Well, I accomplished atleast one of the things that I had planned - sharing Ivan's story with Mausi. Afterall it was written for her, wasnt it? But I'm not sure whether she has read it yet... gotto ask her soon. And why the hell am I so unorganized?? I am angry at myself.