Do Come

Do come for me, O dear one

At my pyre to pray

Pray for me and my little soul

When I really am gone away.

Appeal

Okay. Things are a bit clearer now. I've kinda figured out what do I have to do with my professional life. I might not have all those neatly chalked out plans but I know in my heart. This is a good thing. There is a superstition of not spilling the beans about your plans, and I adhere to it for now. So no more talking about it. After much infighting and much bloodshed within myself, I am also sure about the girl of my dreams. But again the superstition stops me from going into detail. As far as Helix is concerned, my dream was to create a platform which I think will get accomplished within next six months. I want to withdraw myself from active helix for my own self - to pursue the human being in me - pursue my goals - to pursue things I like. So after six months hopefully, I'll be able to relieve myself from Helix. Atleast its daily affairs. I promise, I'll stay connected. My colleagues would understand me, this is all I can hope. I want my shakhas to be self sufficient too. I would not be available for them from next year onwards. I know I can contribute a lot. But not at the cost of myself. No. I humbly withdraw. And I wish to break away from my relatives and "casual friends". I pray to them - let me go free. Please do not hold me, do not bind me. I do not belong to you anymore. Yes I'm always available for you in case of emergency, in case you really need me. But let it be all. Atleast for the time being. I might come back to this world if circumstances desire so. Pray for me if you really love me, pray for my life. Do not be selfish. Thanks a lot!!