Saturday, November 28, 2009

Anger

Today, an extraordinary feeling of anger engulfed me. I was supposed to go to office early - arond 7:30, so that i can finish my work by 9:30 and leave for my french class. It was my class today. I had planned everything and I was quite excited. But when I came out of the house, I found that another car was parked in front of my car. I knew whose car was this. It belonged to a regular family living opposite to my building. I went up to their floor and rang the door bell. No one responded. I tried several times. No answer. I came down to explore any possibility of moving my car without disturbing his car. No. It didnt seem possible. I tried to push his car hoping it would be parked in neutral. But no. It was tied with a firm hand-brake. I went up again. No answer again. Howcome? They are a family of 5-6 people. All disappered in thin sky? Then suddenly i remembered. They had another car. They must have taken it. So they had parked their car in hand brake in front of mine and had just left.
I didnt expect this from these people. They always seemed polite. Although they parked both of their car in front of my house, i had never raised any objection. And when I came home late, I parked somewhere else - to avoid any disturbance. Whenever i found that their car was not around, i had always parked my car in neutral. So that they didnt encounter any probelm later. And they were so unruly? I didnt deserve this.
I was feeling very angry. How would I reach office now? I didnt want to miss my first class. They had practically ruined my day because of their stupidity. Fucking bhenchods! Haraami saale! I wanted to tear apart each tyre of their car with my hunting knife. I knew, i'll get a call from boss anytime soon. I was stuck.
Then I thought of using my bike. it was in a bad shape though. I came home to find my jacket. But couldnt find it. Its such a mess in there. Fuck! Yes yes i know I have to clean it up. Who else will do? But should i fucking run for my office everyday or be a fucking home maker? Damn that idiot! Bhenchod, it was all because of him. I was getting really mad.
Then i was unable to find my helmet. I dont even remember who borrowed it. I'm so clumsy! Anyway, I knew i'll miss my class. It was already 9:30. I borrowed a helmet from a friend. Somehow started my bike and reached office. I just want to kill that chootiya fucker! Shit!!
I still have to decide whether i'll fire him face to face or just tear the tyres of his fucking car tonight! I hate him for making me so angry! Chootiya bhosdi ka!!