To me it occurs sometimes when I feel that I expect too much from anybody and everybody - from my father, my friends, my relatives, my boss, my client, my vendors, guys on road and guys not on road. Just everybody one can think off. Its really not fair to them. They deserve their own space and their own things. Yes I have my own world with my own rules but then doesn’t everybody have their own little worlds? I expect young girls not to think about sex – forget having it altogether. Why? I mean its just natural for young people (including girls) to think about sex and having it too. Whats wrong with it? I expect my father to talk to me, share his feelings, tell me to do or not to do things. Why? Why cant he be just himself? Isn’t it stupid to ask him to change at this age? I expect my fellow helix people to take its responsibility. Why should they? Its not their baby. Okay. When I do something for somebody, I expect the person to feel it and return. Why? Cant he have the liberty to ignore me? Its human. So, let me try to be detached. Let people do what they do. They play their games by their own rules. My rules apply only to me. That must be clear. Let me do my own thing. And let me just do it.
